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Tuplu [userpic]

"Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn" - 2

July 9th, 2008 (04:56 pm)
^.^

current location: Kangasniemi
Fiilikset: ^.^
Kuuntelee: -

Well, hello ~~~~! I have been here in Kangasniemi - what's it now, a week? Yes, a week. Feels like forever, there's really not that much to do... I haven't even worked everyday because the weather has been terrible; cold and rainy, the strawberries are growing slowly and they don't need that much people there. But, my job is quite nice, yes, but kinda tough. The worst thing about it is that I have to be able to recognize 4 different species of strawberries by their taste, smell and looks! I'm getting pretty good at it >:D Then I sell, eat, pack, wash and eat strawberries. I also have to keep an eye on 12 14-years-old young berrypickers; and I don't like that. I have to make sure that they pick full basket, with no raw ones etc... It always breaks my heart to send them back to the hellish, sunny fields to pick more berries D:

Kangasniemi... Well, I don't know if you have noticed, but there seems to be two types of towns in the Finland Countryside; the kind of towns, where people are a lot more friendly and outgoing than Finnish people usually, they like to sosialize and form all kinds of communities, festivals etc. to get together... The kind of places where everyone says "hi" to you even though you've never met them. And then there are the kind places where people are even more lonely and quiet, they speak as little as possible; and Kangasniemi is definently this kind of place. Pretty much nothing ever happens here. I drive a bike here at the town centre (it's about 10 km from our mökki.....) for library and to do groceries, and I think no-one has ever said even one word to me...? Or am I just really that scary?!

---though just now I met a really nice man who's working at a very cute café called Ruusukuppi - we had a long long conversation, drinking maybe 5 cups of coffee in a row :D But, that must because David isn't Finnish xD He's from Camerun, and he has been teaching in Africa and China and now he wants to do so in Finland. He shared a lots of expirences from all around the world :D I'm happy that I found at least somebody to talk to during these lonely weeks... Though for that I have to bike that 10 km and then another 10 km back to Mökki...!

Oh and my little owl-friend is doing perfectly fine :> She is such a fluffy fattie - I'm more likely afraid if she'll ever be able to fly, she's so fat, seriously :D Her parents seem to do good work at hunting... And I should find a name for her, but... I just can't come up with a name good enough :/

Good thing about mökki is the sauna and the lake! Going to sauna every night and then going to swim in the lake, now that makes me very happy to be Finnish :D

I've been reading a lot, because I don't have that much to do... I read two books of Kjell Westö, "Leijat Helsingin yllä" (Kites Above Helsinki)  ja "Missä kuljimme kerran" (Where We Once Wandered) - his way of writing is genious, but I hate how realistic and depressing his books are. There are some really beautiful parts, though - like when in the "Leijat Helsingin Yllä" he tells how there's hundreds and hunreds -  one for every person living in Helsinki - of kites, different, uniqly coloured; and every kite is a dream of one person. And people need those kites to live.
Then I read that one classic, "Saatana saapuu Moskovaan" (Master and Margarita... Why it's the name so different in Finnish?) by that too-hard-to-remember-Russian-name. It was a masterpiece! So weird that I couldn't but love it! It's always been my dad's all-time-favourite book, and he's been telling me to read it for ages - and I'm happy I did.
And, now I'm reading "Gone with the Wind" :D I guess every girl is supposed to read it at least once in her life... I've read about 200 pages from the 1000. Ah, there's just something about historical books - I could just keep reading and reading them for forever, falling to the history <3 But I totally dislike Scarlett O'Hara! Her personality is intorelable, truly... Well at first I hated her, and now I only dislike her, so I guess I'm growing to like her a little bit. But Rhett is such a nice man. Though I was totally terrified that he's already 45 or so... ^^;

Why isn't there a messenger in Kangasniemi library computers? >:(

But now I guess I'll ge going  - I have to go buy something to eat and then I need a new diary, the old one is full... I hope I'll be able to come back soon...

Tuplu [userpic]

"Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn."

July 7th, 2008 (05:46 pm)
drained

current location: Kangasniemi Library
Fiilikset: drained
Kuuntelee: -

 ...I sure had lots of things to tell, but now I suddenly realize that after 10 minutes, the library will close down. So, all I can say is that I'm barely still alive, and that I hope I'll get to come back soon and update. See ya!

Tuplu [userpic]

Black and White

July 1st, 2008 (12:38 am)
Gloomy :(

current location: Home
Fiilikset: Gloomy :(
Kuuntelee: Paolo Nutini - New Shoes

I totally adore photos in black and white.... I hate technique. Can't we just go back in photographing and filming only in black 'n white? I'm changing all my all userpics into black and white photos, and.... now I have a problem. With black 'n white photos all the colours of my livejournal should be black and white but... no. I'd hate it. I'll leave this old Totoro-backround. They don't match at all, but don't you dare to complain. (I'm the only one who cares though)
And all my userpics are of my favourite stars and starlets ~~~ ...and then there's a couple of photos of me, too :D You can try to guess which ones are photos of celebrities and which one of me! Must be painfully hard! How merry! (I'm tired >____Z)

Why isn't anyone on messenger when I'm finally there? C'mon, it's only 1 AM.

Tomorrow.... tomorrow, I'm leaving. Moving, really. For eternity. Out of reach. Into the middle of nowhere. In other words, to mökki, for a month. Working at the strawberry fields, singing "Mansikkapoika Kiteeltä".  (I've never written lyrics so genuine :::D You can see it couple of updates earlier.)

I warn you - when I say "out of reach", I really mean out of reach. At our mökki with no real electricity there's of course no computer, no internet (NO FACEBOOK?!?!? I'm gonna be suicidical in a week!)... but there's a change that there's a computer at the library of Kangasniemi.... It's not that small place after all, there should be, right? I can blog here about my overly exciting life of strawberries! And, the other thing is that I can't really charge my cellphone.................. Well, I'll just have to ask if I can charge it at my working place? Or at some nice café or something? I mean, I'm going to live all alone - my folks are touring around Finland, meeting relatives. After a week, when my cellphones batteries run out, I won't have anyone to talk to......... I can see myself slowly losing it, making up imaginary friends. (wouldn't be the first time)

Well, my employeer told me there will be some other girls working, about 4-5 years older than me - so at least when working I'll have company. And I'm this kind of customer person, selling and stuff, so I'll be able to socialize. I'm being too pessimistic. I mean, it could be very nice, too, the working part and the living at mökki - part. I don't have that much problem about being all by myself - I can read, paint, write, go running, watch birds in peace - eat what I want when I want, sleep when I want etc.... (though knowing me I'll be too lazy to cook proper dinners or sleep enough, so I might just as well be dead at the end of the month...)

...and I believe I'll be living a month without music, too :/// I doubt I can charge my iPod. Of course, there's no cd-player nor radio. No keyboards, no electric guitar...... I guess my only change is to ask dad if I can take his acoustic guitar... then I can sing and play by the strand so that the Lake Puula will never be the same :::::D (Thanks to all Greater Forces no-one will really hear me there)

AH but there's something really great at the mökki <33 See this:

...Isn't she beautiful? :> Those eyes are just hypnotical! This is what she's going to be when she grows up, a huuhkaja, an Eurasian Eagle-owl or whatever it's called. We found a nest of huuhkaja just by our mökki. The photo is a little bit indefinite, because it's taken about two meters away - you can't go too near to the nest, of course, because the parents might abandon the poor thing - or, if they're watching from nearby, they'll really attack you. And that wouldn't be too funny, they can kill young deers and sheeps. Usually the parents are away hunting all the time, I have seen them only couple of times from far away.

Anyways, it's been wonderful watching this one grow - we found the nest when there was two eggs! There's really good bush for hiding just by the nest - this little one didn't have any idea that I was there hiding and taking photos of it :::D Dad took some wonderful photos of her when she just had hatched! I'll upload a serie of her life on facebook, after July - then it will be complete, around the end of the month she'll be ready to leave the nest and her mom.

Two eggs, you're asking now? Yes, she had a brother - which hatched a couple of days after her and... well... Because she was older, thereby also stronger and bigger,and....well, the owl cubs fight over the food their parents bring them, and of course she always won - so either her brother died to hunger, or when he was weakend by it, his sister killed him. I don't know which it was, but anyway this little cutie in the photo ate her brother. Cruel, yes, but so is the world...

....but I'm sure we'll be good friends ^^; I'm gonna watch the life of this owl family and take photos as much as possible! I'm really waiting for to see how she has grown since the last time I saw her .- it was when I took this photo, about week and half ago.

......................do you think I'm the only teenager in the world who can get this excited over a bird? ::::D

Ah but I should be going now, to sleep, to pack. WHY isn't anyone in messenger?! This might be goodbyes for a month, you know! ;__________;

I just feel like staying up all night, listening to the music when I still can.......................

Okay, so, everyone, have a wonderful July, I'll be thinking and missing all of you (yes, even YOU!)


(and all of these goodbyes will go to waste if I can use computer somewhere in Kangasniemi XD)

Tuplu [userpic]

Vi blev som Dom Andra

June 24th, 2008 (07:52 pm)
>____Z

current location: Home
Fiilikset: >____Z
Kuuntelee: Grateful Dead - Fire On the Mountain

It's so good to be home again... Mökki is quite nice, but mökki-life doesn't really suit me... Apart from juhannus-parties I just sat at my favorite place (a cliff high above the lake, wonderful view) doing nothing. And, I really mean it, nothing. Usually when I do "nothing" , I at least read, listen to music, draw, run... little things like that. But, at mökki just sit numbly, I'm not sure if I'm even thinking...? As if mere excisting would be enough... I have no idea why it's always like that... Maybe I just get some kind of whitdrawal symptoms... (facebook, you see)


This song is Kent's Dom andra - great lyrics, it's about an art school x) Makes me miss Kallio...

En ensam kvinna söker en man
Svar till "Hjärtat talar sant"
En pessimist i sitt livs form
Jag vädrar blod, det luktar sorg


A lonely woman seeks a man
Answers to "The heart speaks truth"
A pessimist in the form of his life
I smell of blood, it smells of sorrow

So, juhannus was quite nice - it's always the same. If someone's interested about the details, just fo back and see my last year's juhannus :D
The great thing about summer is that you get to sleep a lot: you get to see lots of dreams! I saw very weird ones last night... o.Ò When I woke up this morning I felt like I had just seen enough dreams for 10 years. I don't remember very well, though... In one I was someone who had this - how do you call it, dissociative identity disorder or something? Anyway, I had split personality. It was real weird, because I knew all the time that I had two personalities. And I in the dream I saw dreams where my two personalities quarreled. The other personality, which was the controlling one, was something similar to Mrs. Coulter (His Dark Materials!) - beautiful, rich, intelligent and cruel. In truth she wasn't that cruel, but she had to pretend to be cruel for some reason. And every time she did something she didn't really want to do, the other personality would rise - and it was spooky! The time slowed down, everything went slow motion - and the other one came out from the crowd (there always seemed to be lots of people). The other one was a lot more modeste and kind - she had long, brown hair, black dress and glasses. I think she was called Josephine, and she had a daemon! (seriously, His Dark Materials is on my mind all the time..?!) The Daemon was called.... Gaegomail or something like that, and it was a sloth! What a dream, anyway. I'd like to hear what mr. Freud would have said about it... ( ...or maybe I'm happier if I don't really know...)

En utomjordings kärlekstörst
En undran vem som svek vem först
Ät fett och socker tills du spyr
Eller blir en fyra-tonsmartyr
Sälj dig, sälj dig dyrt

A extraterrestrial love thirst
A wonder who deceived whom first
Eat fat and sugar till you throw up
Or become a four-ton martyr
Sell yourself, sell yourself expensively

I've been playing Final Fantasy VII again <33333 (how come I'm talking about videogames - again? Well, if someone at this point still thought that I lead some kind of life ----) It's amazing. I love it. Really. It's just......! The backrounds are so amazingly beautiful, I could just stare at them the rest of my life and die happily. And the music, the music!!!!!!!! And the chacraters - I so love all of them! (not Tifa D:) Now that I'm playing it through the second time, I love it even more than at the first time. For some reason I feel like I'm moved to tears all the time. The plot of the game is also wonderful.... and the atmosphere, the atmosphere!!! Every time Cloud has those flashbacks of his, I've got goosebumbs all over me - and the phart in the Shinra inc., when Jenova escapes and you have to follow the bloody trail............ I definently knew what was going to happen but I still was too scared to breath! But, I have a little problem; I'm completely hooked to the game, and I'd want to play it 24/7, but at the same time I don't want to play it, because.... because... BECAUSE AERIS WILL DIE SOON!!!! I can't take it *sob* I got the feeling I'm going to cry even more than the last time ;_____;

Kom låna törnekronan min
Lid för konsten eller brinn
Jag slåss och håller kroppen varm
En dröm om mammas ömma famn

Come borrow my thorn crown
Suffer for art or burn
I fight and keep the body warm
A dream about mom's tender fathom

Luckyly it hasn't been too hot lately, rain rain and rain......... wonderful <3 Though now the rain finally stopped... and now I don't have an excuse for not to fo gor a run :( I guess I'll just have to....... And now that the July comes, I'll completely move to mökki and start working.... But, I've got this week just for myself <3 And Olga is coming tomorrow! I'm taking her shopping to Helsinki :D And I'm planning to go to Kuusankoski this week-end, great to see Homppa again :>

En utomjordings kärlekstörst
En undran vem som svek vem först
Och jag blir gärna en martyr
Vi behöver nog en ny
Sälj dig, sälj dig dyrt

A extraterrestrial love thirst
A wonder who deceived whom first
And I would gladly be a martyr
We probably need a new one now
Sell yourself, sell yourself expensively

...
I took too long song, I'm already running out of things to speak about x) I'm sure I had lots of interesting topics when I started this, but.... now I just forgot all about them....

Ett långfinger åt döden
Vi gick över lik
Och skylta' med vår kärlek,
vårt rika inre liv
Men plåtarna till himlen
var slut när vi kom dit
Och priset vi betalat
För att klassas som elit
Var att vi blev som dom andra

Vi blev som dom andra (2x)

A middle finger to the dead
We walked over corpses
And advertised with our love,
Our rich inner life
But tickets to the heaven
Were out when we got there
And the price we paid
To be classified as elite
Was that we became like the others

We became like the others (2x)

HAhaHA! I finally find that Janis Joplin CD-Box collection I've been hunting all my life! (about a month) helmet.fi has always said that Janis Joplin: Box of Pearls excisted somewhere in the Keski-Espoo library. Really, I've been seaching for it for ages, turned the music departement all over, and never found it. Today I finally asked just where the hell that damn thing is, and..... ahhahhahaha, they have these Box-cd things hidden at the desk! Now is when they tell me :D Well, I got it and now I'm happy - I can fill my summer with Janis' screamful, soulfoul voice! I also borrowed Grateful Dead collection - I've never listened to it, but someone recommented it to me. Some more hippie music from 60's. Sounds kinda nice, it does.

Och vi kommer inte längre
Vi är tillbaks på noll
Men ingen kommer sörja
Vi har spelat ut vår roll
Vi glömmer hela skiten
Det betyder ingenting
Vi skulle kommit längre
Men räckte inte till

And we're not getting any further
We're back to zero
But nobody will mourn
We have played our role
We forget the whole shit
It doesn't mean anything
We would've made it farther
But we weren't enough

Ah, the song is over. Great. No I'll go check my facebook! I'm a little worried about my Nation - I forgot to turn my issues to 0. Then I guess I'll go running.... and then, messenger <3 By the way, we have two guinea-pigs staying at us this week! They're called Pippuri and Pörrö, and they are just way to cute and fluffy :>

How interesting update this was again :D I'll share my deep, phisophical thoughts (??) some other day..........
















Tuplu [userpic]

"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today."

June 15th, 2008 (02:14 pm)
.....tired.

current location: Home
Fiilikset: .....tired.
Kuuntelee: The Cranberries - Animal Instinct

Oh, the youth. That phrase was, naturally, said by James Dean. And, naturally, it has nothing to do with this update.

And I just keep writing in English. Sigh. Maybe I could make this a project of mine; this summer, LiveJournal in English; the next summer, in French; and the next, in Swedish. And the next in Swahili or something. (Seriously, blogging in Finnish would be just too easy, wouldn't it? Little extreme is needed for everyday.)

This is not HolliwOOd, hey yAi yaI yaIII... Listening lot of The Cranberries lately. Dolores' use of voice is something way beyond <3

I'm so tired! TIRED is what I am! Didn't get much sleep last night - I came home around 3 AM. Well, that's not unusual, but the unusual thing is that I just couldn't fall asleep, I just laid down the bed for hours lost in my thoughts (what was I even thinking??). Maybe because I had so much fun :D

First: met Megan, Tarja, Olli and Hanna at Kamppi; they just called me "Wanna go see a movie?" and I said "Sure!" withouht no idea of the film, and turned out the movie they picked was... Speed Racer?! I hadn't even heard about it :D  I believe they picked it because Meg and Tarja wanted to see the Korean actor/singer Rain. Seriously, where's an Asian man, that's where they are..... Well, the movie could have been worse ;P It was some kind of every-little-boy's-dream-come-true-movie, about car racing in a world which was like a videogame :DD I loved the psychedelic, colourful world of the movie and the parody about videogames, but the plot was so clichée and some of the actors were just lousy. I liked the man with glasses, though... (I never understood what his role  in the movie was) Rain did his job suprisingly well, too :D

After the movie, hanging around in Helsinki with Hanna, and Kallio- friends; Elena, Iiris, Katsu and Sara ~~ It was raining, cold etc., but in good company one just always have fun, right? I won't go to the details of that night, though.... X*)
Aaaaand somewhere around midnight I and Hanna left the four of them still have fun in Helsinki when we returnet to our beloved Espoo! And then we watched thriller called Paranoia with Tarja, Meg, Hanna, Tiina & Elli at Hanna & Tiina's place..... Ahhahhahhah, what an hilarious expierence it was :'DD Elli said it's a "psychologial thriller", but at one point I realized I was more likely watching a horror movie........... and... I... don't handle them very well.  (and this one wasn't even good one! :P) But luckyly MEGAN was a lot more scared than I was :DDD It was impossible to panic when Megan was screaming like that! I couldn't but laugh through the ending X) Though at some point I was a little scared for Meg, she looked like she could have gotten a heart attack or something... ^^; (and in the end she just said, "That wasn't so scary, was it?" :D)

Then we watched a Rowan Atkinsons live DVD (hilarious! though I'll never be able to get British humor like Tarja does XD), but I decided to go home and try to get at least some sleep that night, for I Sissi is coming over today!! And we are having a serious ROSE OF VERSAILLES marathon! Oh, RoV, how I've missed all those roses, Hans Axel Von Fersen and the French Revolution!

Still playing Sims.... though now that I found a code which allows you to kill your sims by commanding a army of FLIES to kill them ;*D And it's so cool! The sad thing is that now I want to kill my sims all the time D: But no, I can't to...

Sissi is here :> I'll update later!

Tuplu [userpic]

Endless Summer

June 12th, 2008 (01:20 am)
I-don't-get-anything

current location: Home
Fiilikset: I-don't-get-anything
Kuuntelee: Zwan - Honestly

1:20, not ready for bed. Not even near tired. I can as well waste my time blabbing on my blog ~~ Makes me feel nostalgic. Haven't done this in ages! My diary has been enough. I've written faithfully every day. ...but don't try to search for it, I'm carefully hidden my loved diary :D "A secret makes a woman woman..."

There used to be a time that I believed
The soft pouring rain was just the pouring rain, it wasn't me
But every new light that wasn't shiny and bright
We'll suspend the storms and the clouds in sight

Of an endless summer
An endless summer
An endless summer to be home

...okay, now this is scary. I accidentaly started writing in English!!!! O.< Shocking!!!!!!!!!!! I've been reading  a lot of Agatha Christies in English lately, so my thoughts are very English at the moment. But I don't wannnaaaaaaa aaargh >:( Stupid language...
Suomeen siis.
....well, okay, now that I started I guess I can as well end it this way. Maybe I'll give a good laugh to Megan :D Just remember, folks; person is always 10 % less intelligent when not talking in his native language! Please add the missing intelligence into this text!

Let me go, wasting time
Let me go waste my time


Summer... I can't help but feel very unreal in summer. It's always the same. First of all, time becomes an undefine, inexcplicable mass. You stop living by a clock, eat when you're hungry and sleep when your tired. The days just seem to flow without keeping any track of what happens and when. If someone would ask me  "When was the last time you saw your friends?", all I could say would be "Last week", but I could mean last week's Monday just as well ast last week's Friday. You forget all about time but... somehow you also feel it as a heavy burden on your shoulders, because all the time you miss people but you're also really looking forward to the rest of holiday. Euh, what I mean is that I quite don't know if I'm living "now", "yesterday" or "tomorrow". Anyways, I really can't believe I've been on a holiday only for a week and half or so; it feels like it's been ages since I've seen my Kallio friends! ;______; And Megan, Hanna, Tarja, Tiina, Homppa etc. as well... *sob*
And the other thing that makes summer so unreal - summer is something you think all those sweaty, boring schooldays; you wait for it like for a holy prophet; and when it's finally here, you're like.... "Euh."
:D I'm sure I can write these kind of things only after midnight---

Once there was a chance that I believed you
A kiss was just a kiss
No matter how I missed you
Shine a light on me
Say a prayer for the relief

From an endless summer
An endless summer
An endless summer to be home

I'm home with my mother at the moment; Sampo, Outi and Isä are at Mummola (=Grandpa's and Grandma's place.) I spend week-end, there, too; O Joensuu and Pohjois-Karjala, how I love thee <3333 But I came to back home with äiti (she has still work) so I could spend time with my friends before start of work. And at Joensuu... *sigh* A lot happened, but I'm not in the mood to explain all that now. I'm feeling lazy. I rather talk about things that don't matter a thing.

Did we go on too long
Did we listen too close
To a youth built strong

With things children shouldn't know

And the fall out from your third degrees
Of broken chairs and of pedigrees
Where the sons kill sons, and the daughters stay wise
'cause when we rule, everybody dies

Today we had an amazing storm here!!! Summer storms are definently one of the best things about summer BD It rained all day - still rains, actually - and at one point we even got hails! And the thunders and lighting, oh boy :DD
So I was trapped here at home all day long, but I enjoyed my day by doing nothing. I opened the windows and breathed in the fresh rain and the sound of it~~
....And I played Sims. Sims 2! God I love that game! I still don't understand how I can be totally addicted to it after 2 years. I doubt I'll ever get enough of it. I just keep on downloading all kinds of adorable clothes and furnitures and designing and building houses... For hours and hours... Days and weeks....
I've decided that if I totally fail in my life, I'll move to Paris to be a bohemian artist. I'll spend my days drinking wine and... doing bohemian things. Then I'll bewitch a French millionere-bussinesman with my wild bohemity, then  marry him. He's away from home on business most of the time, so I'll live on his money in this huge luxus-mansion - and completely move my life to virtual world. I mean, Facebook and Sims 2, what else would I ever need from a life?

In an endless summer
An endless summer
An endless summer to be home

Let me go, wasting time
Let me go waste my time
Let me go, wasting time
Let me go waste my time


I'm, once again, reading Philip Pullman's His Dark Materials - trilogy. Or I've almost read it. What a masterpiece, truly. It just gives me more every single time I read it. And I still cry when Lee Scoresby & Hester dies D: I just can't see how they can keep that book at children's department at libraries, I must have missed at least half of the things when reading it the first time as a stupid 11-year-old nose-runner. I mean, it's pfilosophical and you should understand quite a lot about Bible and people. And it's so dark and bloody story, too... *sigh* But can't but love it. Pullman's imagination is something way beyond. And when reading it, I keep thinking all the time: "WHAT THE HELL WOULD MY DAEMON BE?" :D
http://www.goldencompassmovie.com <---- This is actually where you can test your daemon X'D and it's saying...

....it's saying.....

....!

It's saying my daemon is a male tiger called Erasmus, because "you're a natural leader, intelligent, peaceful, you don't care about other people's opinions and you like loneliness".

Euh... I don't quite agree X*DD Buuut it's the official movie site. And the movie is terrible, by the way. Well not maybe terrible; there's good actors and it's very beautiful, but... it just doesn't work. Read the book, forget the movie.

But you others go make that test, I'm interested to hear what it's saying about others :) (yes deep down I just love all this stupid internet - personality tests XD) Somehow I've always seen my daemon as a bird.... But maybe it's just because I like birds? x)

Now you can disagree
With how I choose to live
But freedom isn't free
Unless you learn how to give

Now I've had enough of blogging for now ~~ I'll either try to sleep or... Play more Sims? For some reason, my Messenger doesn't work D: I'm pretty much sure my MSN is a teenager. It just needs to rebel once in a while. And by the way, I haven't seen my cell phone all day. It's possible I left it at our mökki... (mökki=summer cottage, but that sounds too fancy) Ugh. I really need to go shopping for some summer clothes tomorrow. Ugh, I don't like shopping. But I'll burn alive without shorts and tops.

And the song lyrics is naturally Zwan's Endless Summer. Zwan just might be the best summer music ever. Give it a try if you haven't listened.

To the summer, summer, summer, yeah
Summer, summer, summer, yeah
Summer, summer, summer, yeah
Summer, summer, summer, yeah

 

Tuplu [userpic]

"I will taste you"

January 27th, 2008 (10:43 pm)
<.Z

current location: Oma koti
Fiilikset: <.Z
Kuuntelee: Auf der Meur - Taste you

I felt like blogging. Pitkästä aikaa. Joten myös tein niin(!).

Kirjoitteleeko kukaan nykyisin enää livejournaliin?!? Megan... hyvä, hyvä. Ja Meeri oikein ahkerasti. Hianoa, hianoa! Kaisa ei...?!? En ole saanu Kaisaan yhteyttä vähän aikaan. Ja se lähetti mulle yli-ihanan itsetehdyn nuuskamuikkuspaidan joululahjaksi. Se ei ole ees kuullu vielä, kuinka paljon sitä palvon ja ihailen..??!? Kaisa, missä olet?!?!

Elämä tämä ulkoasu on vanha :'D Pitäis tehdä uusi...

Nyt en kyllä oikein tiedä, mitä pitäisi sanoa. En ole kirjoittanut niin pitkään aikaan, että voisi yhtä hyvin laukoa puolen vuoden verran elämänviisauksia - ja kokemuksia Kallion lukiosta, kylkilyuiden murtumisesta, elokuvan kuvauksista, huonoista näyttisohjaajista... kaikesta. Mutta en taida jaksaa.

(laiska.)

Joten, kerrotaan nykyhetkestä. Koeviikko alkaa huomenna. Enkunkoe. Olen nyt ollut vähän asenteella "ei enkkua tarvitse lukea, se on niin helppoa!", enkä olekaan lukenut, mutta tiedän, että aamulla olen ihan paniikissa kun en lukenutkaan... no, onhan tässä vielä koko yö aikaa... Mutta matikkaa harjoittelin kyllä! Eikä voi kuin jälkiviisaasti todeta, että kyllä varmaan se matikanläksyjen tekeminen hiukan helpottaisi... *krhm krhm*...

Koeviikon aikataulu:
28. maanantai: englanti
29. tiistai: matikka
30. keskiviikko: ranska
31. torstai: VAPAA (ajattelin käydä Saarnissa. Free anyone? En haluu mennä yksin :'D)
1. perjantai: maantieto
4. maanantai: psyka (+hammaslääkäri)
5. tiistai: historia (+ näyttiksen palaute)

Ei hyvältä näytä.... kolme reaalia. Ja ranska. Angst.

Tänään olin koko päivän lastenvahdissa, eilemn editoimassa, ja sitten käytiin kattomassa "8 päivää ensi-iltaan". Oli aika awww <3 Ja perjantaina katsoin The Holidayn. Se vasta olikin awww <333

(huomatkaa loistava sivistyssanojen käyttö :'D)

Tekee mieli kahvia, vaikka klo on 23. Pitäiskö huolestua?

Tuplu [userpic]

Mansikkapoika Kiteeltä

October 30th, 2007 (10:01 pm)
tired

Fiilikset: tired

...Oli pakko pistää tämä sanoitusten huipentuma turvaan, ennen kuin katoaa ikuisiksi ajoiksi Popomundosta :'D Ihan sukkaa, ettei popomundossa saa enää tehdä sanoituksia =/ Oli taas pakko luoda pari uutta tyyppiä. Ei itse asiassa ollut tarkoitus tehdä kahta; mutta loin uuden tunnuksen, ja uuden hahmon (asuu Lontoossa ja tottelee nimeä Lizette Dye :'D), kunnes huomasin, että mulla oli oikeus herättää mun vanha Lumi Kannukseni henkiin. Hänen reinkarnaationsa on Helsingissä elävä Osmo Remes xD

Tämä oli siis J-pop - bändi Mangosoodan hitti by Lumi Kannus :'D


MANSIKKAPOIKA KITEELTÄ

Jeah, jeah, jeah~

Se kesä jäi mun mieleen,
Taas maistuu mansikan maku kieleen.
Sun poskes, niin mansikan tahraamat
Ja kätesi, marjoista tahmeat

Voi, susta me oltiin suurii
Muutakin kun landen tuurii
Sä odotit maailmaa,
Mut mä odotin sua

Kiiluvin silmin sua katsoin,
Sä et huomannutkaan
Sä vain poimit mansikoita

;;Ja sä olit niinku POWERII,
Ja mun KOKORO ei rauhoittunut,
Se oli SUPER SUPER LOVE ATTACK,
Se oli kaikki sun ICHIGOA
Sä Mansikkapoika Kiteeltä,
Muistathan vielä mua?;;

Jeah, jeah, jeah~

Kesän valkeat yöt,
Voi, ne oli punaisia mulle
Kun filmi joka päässä pyöri
Oli vaan Mansikkapojan kasvoja

Me Kiteen villit kasvatit,
Kaikki oli meille mahdollista
Mä tulin sun luo, ja sä otit mut
Mukanasi poimimaan mansikoita

Kiiluvin silmin sua katsoin,
Ja sä huomasit viimeinkin mut!
Mutta silti sä poimit mansikoita.

;;Ja sä olit niinku POWERII...;;

Mut yönä eräänä heräsin
Ja tiesin
Sä olit poissa
Ja mä jäin yksin
Sä olit lähtenyt maailmalle
Argentiinan mansikkavainioille
Mä olin jäänyt Kiteelle
Pölyisille syrjäteille

;;Ja sä olit niinku LOST,
Ja mun NAMIDA ei lakanneet,
Se oli SUPER SUPER HEART ACHE
Se oli kaikki sun ICHIGOA
Sä Mansikkapoika Kiteeltä
Muisathan vielä mua?;;

Tuplu [userpic]

Paahdutko, ystavani?

July 9th, 2007 (08:48 pm)
Kuuumaa..

current location: Monte Bello, USA
Fiilikset: Kuuumaa..
Kuuntelee: Jimi Hendrix - Hey Joe

...taalla on AIVAN HIRVEAN KUUMA. Oikeasti. 95 fahrenhaittia (en tietenkaan osaa kirjoittaa sita oikein >____O) eli.... jotain yli 30? En osaa laskea. Oikeasti, taalla on melkein trooppista, kun ilma on tallaista kostean painostavaa. Ulkona kylla tuulee, mutta ei tietoakaan mistaan virkistavasta tuulesta: kun astuu ulos, tuntuu kuin astuisi suuren hiustenkuivaajan eteen.

Eilen ei onneksi ollut niin kuuma kuin tanaan, silla me mentiin.... "hiking"? Olen puhunut liian kauan englantia... no siis, kavelylle. Tuli eilenkin sita paitsi ihan tarpeeksi paansarky ja paha olo, en vaan osaa handlata kuumaa ilmaa. Arsyttavaa. Mutta, kestinpahan kuitenkin. Mentiin siis sellaiseen luonnonpuistoon, joka on noin puolentoistatunnin automatkan paassa taalta. Siella on ihan hirveasti saantoja.... New Yorkin Statessa on aika tiukat saannot. Ei saa uida ilman uimavalvojia, eli kaikki rannat menevat kiinni kahdeksalta. Koirien pitaa olla tasmalleen 6 ft. pituisessa narussa tai lyhyemmassa. No kuitenkin, mentiin sinne.... ja kaveltiin aivan hirveasti xD Monta tuntia. Anna ja Elina valittivat koko ajan, mutta onhan se ihan ymmarretavaa, ovathan ne sen verran pienijalkaisia (kymmenen vuotiaita). Mentiin sellaista ihme vuoristopolkua, joka oli aika rankka; huono tie, paljon kivia ja juuria, koko ajan ylos ja alas... Miusta se oli kylla hauskaa, Amerikkalainen metsa on melkoisen erilainen ^.^ Pitkan kavelymatkan jalkeen ppaadyttiin... "cliffeille"? Enivei, sellaisia valtavan valtavan korkeita, pystysuoria kallioseinamia. Ja me oltiin siis siella ylhaalla... tietenkaan ei ollut mitaan kaiteita. Pelottavaa. Mahtavat maisemat. Ja hienosti sai tarkkailla paikallisia korppikotkia.

Senkin jalkeen kaveltiin viela noin kolme tuntia, joten tietysti mulle tuli paha olo siina helteessa... Mutta, mnatkan varrelta loytyi sellainen mieleton luola o.O Se oli hirmuisen syva, ja.... sielta tuli kylmaa ilmaa! Se oli todella outoa. Kun menit sen luolan viereen, yhtakkia vain tuli hirvean kylma ja hengitys hoyrystyi xD Oli todella kummallista astua hirveasta helteesta siihen. Mikakohan se oikein oli? No, matkalla loytyi myos valtavia halkeamia ja ties mita....... Wow.

Ja minua muuten pyydettiin tuohon toiseen suomalaisperheeseen taalla Montebellossa Au-Pairiksi ensi kesaksi xD Aika hienoa, nee? Paasisin heti seuraavaksi kesaksi Amerikkaan lastenvahdiksi ^.^ Niilla oli tosi suloinen poika, Olli, noin 1-vuotias nyt ja pian tulossa tytto.

Tanaan otettiin vahan rauhallisemmin rankan eilisen jalkeen ja... KAYTIIN OSTAMASSA MULLE iPOD!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOW! xD Se on aika hiano <333 Sellainen, jolla voi katsoa myos videoita. 30 GB:ta. Siihen voi laittaa monta eri kelloa, asetin sen New Yorkin ja Suomen aikoihin..... (totta kai mun pitaa kehuskella, alkaa edes kysyko xD) Ja se on viela sellainen.... U2 Special Edition tai jotain? Siina on U2 bandin nimmarit toisella puolella... en ole kylla edes kuunnellut kovin paljon U2sta, mutta onpahan jotain jolla arsyttaa Ismoa.

Nyt pitaa rientaa...

Tuplu [userpic]

I WAS MADE TO HIT IN USA

July 7th, 2007 (12:09 pm)
amused

current location: Monte Bello, USA
Fiilikset: amused
Kuuntelee: Leaving on a Jet Plane

Hellllllloooooooou ystavat! Pitkasta, pitkasta, PITKASTA aikaa liven paivitysta.... Keksin nimittain keinon, miten voin pitaa yhteytta kaikkiin ystaviini siella Suomessa ;)

...ja jos ihmettelette, miksi ette saaneet minuun yhteytta ennen Amerikkaan lahtoa, syy on siina, etta kadotin kannykkani..... -_____-' Eika se ole mulla nytkaan taalla mukana.... Mutta aitilta sain viestia, etta se on viimein loytynyt xDD Todella epamaaraisessa kunnossa, tosin. Han tykkaa meinaan sammua itsekseen koko ajan. Tarvitsen varmaan pian uuden kannykan...

....Homppa on varmaan kauhean vihainen mulle >____< Meidan oli tarkoitus viettaa juhannus yhdessa, joka ei onnistunut ihan sen takia, ETTEN SAANUT HOMPPAAN MILLAAN TAVALLA YHTEYTTA!!!! Jos ette viela ole huomanneet, sahkopostini ei ole toiminut pitkaan aikaan, kannykka on kadoksissa.... enka osannut kayttaa niita numeroita, josta pitaisi saada toisten kannykkanumerot selville >___< ENKA OLE EDES SAANUT MAHDOLLISUUTTA SELITTAA HOMPALLE!!! AAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Megan, jos naet Homppaa mesessa tai jossain ennen mua, viittitko selittaa hanelle? Taalla ei mese toimi.... ;___;

Enivei, olen siis Amerikassa! Tunnin matkan paassa New Yorkista, Monte Bellossa! Olen itse asiassa ollut jo vahan yli viikon! Ja paljon on ehtinyt tapahtua :D

Kayttakaamme ihania ranskalaisia viivoja selittaaksemme, mita kaikkea on tapahtunut!

- lensin tanne aivan HIRVEAN isolla koneella.... Jumbojetilla? Hollantilainen kone, oikeasti, aivan valtava O.O Ja nain sen uuden leffan, "Hokkarihemmot" koneessa xD se oli aika hyva, itse asiassa...\

- Taalla kaikki on niin.... oh... Amerikkalaista. Asun siis serkkujeni (Olgan, Onervan, Alpin ja Vilkon) serkkujen luona: Liisa (serkkujen aidin sisko), hanen miehensa Bernie (joka on muuten kotoisin Haitilta) seka lapset, kaksoset Anna ja Elina seka isoveli Aleksi. Tama on tallainen hieno, iso omakotitalo jossa on uima-allas ja valtava piha.... ja paljon erilaisia elaimia, iso metsa ihan vieressa. Talla alueella on valtavasti tallaisia isoja uima-altaallisia omakotitaloja O.O Ja kaikkialla on hirveasti Amerikan lippuja...

- Olen ehtinyt tehda jo hirveasti kaikkea. Nahty:
- Baseball-ottelu Yankees Stadiumilla
- Empire State Building
- Broadway
- Time's Square
- Vapaudenpatsas
- Chinatown
- Little Italy
- VALTAVIA shopping malleja
- luonnonhistoriallinen museo
- paikallinen vuori

.... ja paljon, paljon muuta!!! Ei millaan ole energiaa kertoa kaikesta :D Kaikki on taalla mukavan halpaa <333 OSTIN NIRVANA-PAIDAN, yksi unelma toteutettu. Mangat ja copicitkin ovat halvempia! Taalla on yleensakin ihania Japani-kraasa kauppoja >:P

Nyt kaikki jotka haluavat tuliaisia, sanokaa, mita haluatte! xD En keksi, mita teille voisi tuoda!

Ehdin muuten tuossa jossain valissa tayttaa 16 xD Kiitos, jos jollain tuurilla sain jotain onnittelutekstareita, ja anteeksi, kun en ole vastannut, sattuneesta syysta...... Vastaan heti, kun paasen kotiin ^^;; Saan isalta ja aidilta lahjaksi iPodin!! Olen jo valinnut, minka haluan, taytyy enaa kayda ostamassa se taalta... <3 Ne on taalla monta sataa euroa halvempia kuin Suomessa :P

Aika rientaa!

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